Write a few pages in which you obsess over something meaningless

 every now and then I obsess over my facial asymmetry. Being so used to my reflection and always seeing my face displayed a certain way through the mirror, i was conditioned to a specific image of myself throughout all my life. With that being said, the image of my face portrayed by a phones camera, to me, is an eyesore. the phones image is so unfamiliar to me that i even began to debate whether im ugly or not. Though the asymmetry is only somewhat noticeable in my lips, i made a very big deal out of it, as the asymmetry took a toll on my self esteem temporarily. Though the issue was small, the asymmetry could be adjusted with braces in the future.